Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tracy Morse November 24 at 1:31pm
what threats ???
I want your car moved. you need help, go to mental health counsler before you allenate everyone around you. I can not be taking advantage of. Thats what you are doing.
Chad Worden November 25 at 2:20pm
You threatened to tow my vehicle, remember? Either I move it or you tow it is what you stated in your message. Look it over if you don't believe me. I cannot currently move it. I did not park it in your yard either. It is in your driveway in the exact location you directed me to park it, even though I told you I would be unable to move it afterward until it was repaired. You did agree to it. You insisted on it being where it was even after I pointed out the difficulties with it being there and getting your jeep out. I had wanted to park it behind the storage trailer out of the way, but you told me no because that was where you wanted your white vehicle parked.
I didn't think I was speaking or behaving in a manner consistent with needing to be seeing another therapist. The last time I went to one I was told to socialize and express myself to others, as I have done through blogging.
My intention is not to alienate others but rather be understood and completely transparent as to my position on things. I am tired of two-faced individuals, so I lay it all out for the world to see... emotionally speaking.
Also, how am I taking advantage of you? I have asked for you to hold my things and it appears to be that you are more interested in using my things being there as form of coercion. Now I'm not saying that is what you are doing, but it does seem to be a trend with you. I apologize if this is not the case.
In regards to your kidney failure, I have offered you in the past if you needed an organ donor that all you had to do was ask. If I can be of assistance in that regard, you already have my blood type information and other medical data with which to figure out a match.
I regret to tell you I will be unable to make Thanksgiving dinner either. Please extend my regards to family and friends. Should you wish a recipe from me, let me know and I will email one to you.
On a different subject, how is Jacob doing? I never received a response from the present I sent him on Facebook. My connection is kinda of crappy so it may have flubbed the invite, but hopefully not.
Anyways, I'll talk to you later. Hopefully when you're in a better mood you'll be less inclined towards having my vehicle towed.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I do not know if it is morally correct to post such a private conversation, but I do feel this should be seen rather than heard from one perspective. To you, dear readers, I give you myself and my mother unedited. I allow you to come to your own conclusions and perhaps a solution to this issue. If you have anything you believe may help, please feel free to comment.
Between You and Tracy Morse
Tracy Morse November 22 at 9:28am
I have two letters here for you. why all the secret about where you are. stated you didnt know I was having a procedure done but you are the one that ran away not me. call me or email me. Your car needs to be moved out of my driveway, that was very wrong of you to leave it there without asking. I have a hard time moving my cars in my own driveway. It needs to go somewhere else beside my drveway.
Chad Worden November 23 at 6:39pm
Duane is coming to pick up the letters. The secret is because you still speak to Azalia and every time she gets the slightest amount of information about me she twists the knife deeper in my back. I didn't know you were having the procedure. I left because I couldn't deal with Azalia calling all the time or the arguments. I have emailed you, repeatedly actually. I did ask to leave my car there and you did say it was okay. I offered to move it around even to make it easier and you argued the point with me and I just shrugged and said okay, whatever you want. It can't go anywhere right now because of the tire due to the walnuts on the street that popped my tire.
I'd like to think that it being there would not be that big of a deal. After all, you are my mother. I would think you have my best interests in mind and the best interest of my children in mind. I would like to think that you of all people would have a very unique perspective on my current situation due to how closely it has mirrored yours with David.
I will be unable to move my truck until it is fixed. I will be unable to fix it until I have money. Right now I'm working on making things better for myself and, by proxy, my children and would appreciate your love and support as I make my way through this difficult time.
I need to be surrounded by positive things, rather than negative things and I need you to be able to be there for me in that sense. I need you to be able to help me because I can't do it alone right now. Please Mom, can you be there for me? I'm not asking a lot of you. I'm not asking for money. All I need is for you to look out for my best interests and my children's best interests.
Thank you, Mom. I love you and I'll talk to you later.
Tracy Morse November 24 at 6:42am
ya know Chad you should really listen to yourself. you sound very paranod to think I have nothing better to do than worry about your problems. for the car, I said for that day it was ok, you never said you were eaving it there. it needs to be moved or I will have it towed. how inconsiderated of you to leave it in the middleof my driveway for the ast 5 weeks. what the hell. think about it? I am not a storage area for your shit. get a life Chad grow up and face your problems not run away. I would not let anyone leave their car abandon in my yard with a flat. walnuts cant pop a tire. and for emails you have just sent fwd crap. If you think so little of your mother that you ran away and it's a ecret where you are so be it, but remove your shit from my house. I do have a life and when it snows I can not plow my driveway. sorry to be blunt but that is the way life goes. for my health well it sucks, I am in kidney failure, maybe they can fix it maybe not. The procedure was scd. 3 days before I had it. I dont have time to email everyone separate so I putit on FB. I have no way to get a hold of you but on here because you will not call. For David's death, only person who knows what I have went thru is Scott and Jacob. They have been here to support me and a shouder to cry on. So dont go there you have no idea what I have been thru. You are my son I love you dearly but you are taking advantage of me and I will not be a doormat for anyone. man up and move your car and stop running away from your problems
Chad Worden November 24 at 8:26am
If that is the way you want it to be, then so be it. All I asked you for was understanding and patience and you have refused that. Instead you have respond with negativity, insults, and threats. I am saddened beyond words that you would react this way. Perhaps in time you will look over what you have said, realize its impact, change your mind and apologize.
For clarification, the vehicle was moved into the position she directed. Literally, she was standing there when I parked it and I did tell her it would be awhile before I could move it due to the flat tire. The short street to her driveway is strewn with walnut shells from nearby trees, some of which are actually quite sharp. I had just returned with my half-brother Jacob when we heard a noise from me running over a walnut, but ignored it. We found out later that it was due to the tire getting popped.
My mother and Azalia are still on speaking terms and she shares information freely with her, and has done so on multiple occasions. Currently, Azalia is not supposed to be passing such messages nor is my mother. She would frequently call my mother's house while she knew I was there, regardless of the fact that she had been given my mother's work schedule(by my mother, mind you) and her cell phone number and told to call on that line.
My mother speaks of me taking advantage of her. I am curious as to what she considers me doing to be taking advantage of her. I have some clothes and not more than four of five boxes in her upstairs guest room. That and my truck, which I have already described.
Personally, I do not believe she needs the additional stress she is putting herself under. I do understand her situation, as she had described it to me many times. She told me about the multiple dates with other men she had gone on while she was separated, not legally mind you, from David and then went ballistic when she found out David had been doing that for quite some time.
I truly wish I didn't care, but unfortunately that is not the case. I took David's death very hard and while I do not blame her for it like I have come to understand many do, I know from living with them when I was little that David was not the only one who contributed to the downfall of their marriage.
On my end, I kept trying to get people to come live with Azalia and I. I asked every single friend and immediate family member to come down and stay with us, preferably as a roommate to help us cover expenses, in order to get social interaction and to show people how things between us really were and get a determination as to what could be done to correct our relationship. I reached out for help to every source I had available to me and constantly tried for her.
I saw my mother and David do the same thing up until a few years before the end. Then they both just gave up. Then started the attacks by both parties, not just one or the other.
David was not mentally stable. That is a fact. He was on medication that he frequently refused to take. When he did take it, he was fine unless he started drinking or doing something else like that. He had multiple affairs during the course of the marriage, usually after a big argument between him and my mother, but he did love her until the end.
I remember at his funeral that my mother sobbingly said she still would have taken him back, even after everything. That is love. That is unconditional love and it takes strength beyond measure to hold that through pain and heartbreak. Sadly, there are not many who have that strength. This is the same love that marriage and family is supposed to be based on, to give until it hurts and then give some more.
I apologize, I appear to have gone slightly out into left field on this rant. As always, this is an uncensored look into my mind and I sincerely hope I have not offended anyone in my ramblings.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I post my entries from Ping.fm which doesn't set things as private when you post them, but I don't care about hiding my thoughts and emotions because my privacy may get violated anyways. There are glitches in software and people who will always try to hack someone's account and reveal their private lives. Why bother hiding it if it would be less painful to just have it out there to begin with?
What you read is the inner workings of my mind. I hurt, a lot, but I chose not to be here for now. If my thoughts and emotions and my sharing of them upsets you, I'm sorry. It is how I deal with things, my coping mechanism.
I write it down without censoring myself, and then I read it. I evaluate what I may be doing right and what I may be doing wrong and try to make things better. The physical representation of my mind on a page allows me to explore more deeply just what is going on in my life and how I am dealing with it in comparison to how I should be dealing with it. I put it out there for the world to see because I don't like secrets, lies, or deception. I am real.
I love my family. I love my friends and that includes all of you I've spoken online with. Most of all, I love my children.
Life is a series of moments, my friends. It's only purpose is that which we give it. Regardless of religious decree or moral imperative, the immutable truth of existence is Panta Rei Ouden Meni. Perhaps an oxymoron due to it being a rule itself, but translated from Greek it means "everything flows, nothing is static." Enjoy what moments come your way, allow and help others to do the same.
No one needs to suffer in this world. We have the ability to eliminate that, but not the desire. We could all spend every day of our lives creating and making the world brighter and more fulfilling for everyone, but instead we grasp at every feeble and selfish desire with the tenacity of a drowning rat.
I've said it before it my writings that a few friends have read, that no one can control you unless you let them. In a sense that is true, because at the end of the day when you rest your head wherever you may be, you are the one who ultimately has to learn to live with your life and the choices you have made. However, there is something to be said about environment and the choices dictated by it. Not everyone has been given the opportunity to pursue the choices they would like to make and the majority of those choices are made in ignorance of what the outcome may be or with intentions far removed from the reality of the situation.
I want to be home right now, with my wife and children. I wish my most pressing concern was my school work, keeping up with my classes, getting the kids ready for school themselves, perhaps getting a few moments alone to be an Adult and a person of my own and not what the necessities of the situation dictate my choices are. Sadly, that is not where I am right now and that choice was not mine to make. It was dictated by others through lies and manipulation.
I've ranted enough. If you've made it this far and are still offended, then all I can say is I am sorry to have offended you. Have a nice day.
Monday, October 19, 2009
You are kind of naughty
People think you are a sweet and gentle person but look out because looks can be deceiving lurking deep inside you lays a naughty and wild person looking for new ways to rediscover how to be naughty. In public you maintain an appearance of elegance but behind closed doors you are an animal.
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On the Kinkiness Meter
You are kinky but you hide it well. You have to be very comfortable with someone before they will ever see your kinky side. You have your limits on what you will try and it would be very hard for anyone to convince you to excide those limits and experiment beyond them.
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|Your Bedroom Grade|
|You pass with flying colors. You know how to please your partner. You are not afraid to try new things and ideas that may come to your mind or that someone may suggest to you. Your partner is never bored and always longs to get you in the bedroom for intimate, alone, time.|
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|Your a White Rose|
|A white rose, you represent humility, purity and innocence. Could there be a wedding in your future? There must be someone special that you are in love with very deeply. It is a young love that will bloom over time.|
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|You are 73% Lover|
And 27% Fighter
|You are more lover then fighter. You would rather snuggle up with that special someone at home then fight. You will fight when there is no other way out of it. Romantic candle light dinners are no stranger to you. You love the one you are with and make sure they know it with showers of gifts and affection.|
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Ask me directly and I'll tell you
Wherever I lay my head is home.
Do you smoke?
Cigars, but rarely.
Do you drink?
Socially, but rarely.
Do you go to college?
Do you have a college degree?
Do you have kids?
Do you want kids?
How many kids do you have?
Do you like to travel?
Last place you visited?
Are you married?
Do you want to get married?
How long have you been married?
Working on six years.
Are you single?
We are seperated at the moment.
Most desired personal trait?
Humor, loving and accepting personality.
Are you in love right now?
Most important thing in a relationship?
Truth, trust, love and communication.
High School you went too?
Mott Middle College
Who was your biggest crush?
Do you have a pet?
What kind of pet?
Three cats and six chickens.
What celebrity do you most look like?
Black, Purple, Forrest Green, Wine Red, Dark Blue, Gold and Silver.
Lilly of the Valley.
Long Island Iced Tea.
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Either next to the door or next to the wall.
What time do normally get up?
Earlier than I'd like to.
Do you like to sleep in?
First thing you do every morning?
How often do you go out?
Whenever I need or want to.
Do you go to the bar-club often?
Do you sleep naked?
Many and varied.
Fecal play and golden showers.
Are you are virgin?
How old were you when you lost your virginity?
How many sexually partners have you had?
Favorite sex position
Depends on the partner.
Strangest place you have had sex?
In a hospital shower after an ultrasound.
Would you have sex on a first date?
During sex, lights on or off?
Preferably on, but partner's preference comes first.
Have you ever had group sex?
If not, do you want too?
I don't know.
Have you ever had sex with someone of the same sex?
Do you want to try having sex with someone of the same sex?
Do you like whips, chains, and leather?
Do you like to be tied up?
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You really know your stuff when it comes to sex. You are not afraid to try new things and experiment with sex. Your partner(s) will find themselves motionless and in awe after you have finished with them. With your level of knowledge hearing the words "OH MY GOD!" during sex is not an uncommon thing . Anyone lucky enough to experience sex with you will not be left unsatisfied.
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Romance is no stranger to you. You know what romance is all about and what to do even if you do not all the time. You mix romance in just the right amount to ensure that you do not smoother your partner and allow them to have some space from time to time. On special evenings you can make your partners heart melt with love and affection.
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You mix the right amount of passion and intensity in your kissing to make you a very good kisser. You can make someone fall madly in love with you with a single kiss. You must have a lot of experience in kissing and it shows. You love to kiss and be kissed, and your kissing is not limited to only on the mouth. You like to explore your partners body with your mouth and tongue.
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Will always satisfy your partner.
Your not sexually selfish at all. Your partners happiness and satisfaction are foremost on your mind. Your attention to detail makes you a prize catch for any man/woman. Be cautious that you do not forget about your own desires and lose interest.
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You are hot and on fire.
You are the ideal boyfriend. Any woman would be blessed to have you as their boyfriend. You will keep their interest with just enough mystery and appeal to keep them desiring more of you
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You are tame and cuddly. You would prefer to spend your time at home. You are very concerned about your appearance and spend a lot of time grooming and primping yourself.
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|You are a |
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Now this little bit is passed to me: Azalia wants me to give up my parental rights. She thinks I'll do this because she believes I just don't want to pay child support. All I can say is, I am sickened.
I can only hope this is not her idea. I can only hope she has not degenerated to this level.
All the hell I have been through lately has been in order to be able to be with my children and has blown up in my face. I have been lied to as well as about. I am just sickened and saddened beyond words.
I love my children and my wife with all of my heart and I would die for them. If this keeps up, I will die for them. I really don't feel like there is anything I can do to help them by being here anymore.
Terminating my parental rights would be the same as suicide for me. I just don't understand why she hates me so much. I gave her everything she ever asked for and more. I changed myself to please her until I forgot who I was.
I still don't recognize the face I see in the mirror. I still have nightmares every night that wake me up at 3:00am. I'm still paralyzed with fear every time I have to deal with any of this because it just never seems to improve, only get worse.
Does she really want me dead? I've had more than one person say yes to that. I just don't get it. This is not the attitude of a woman with a sane mind.
People say I need to get help, but I did and was told basically that I'm fine. Nothing unusual, considering my situation, to be depressed or suicidal at times. I was told to remain social and try to deal with the emotions when they came my way by interacting with others. Talk them out and get it off your chest. Well, I've done that and I'm continuing to do that... so why isn't anything getting better?
Who here knows where Hammerburg road is? It's a long straight strip of road that ends in a brick wall. I personally know a few people that have made that run and never come back. Is that really the best option I have right now? I don't want to believe that, but the evidence keeps pointing in that direction.
I'm not saying that no one cares or that I won't be missed. I'm not doing this to be selfish and take myself out of other peoples lives, but I know the world won't stop spinning if I'm not in it. I'm not conceited enough to believe that I'll be more than a memory once I'm gone. Life will go on.
Right now though, I'm just sickened. Sickened that such an idea would pass through those lips that I so often kissed with more love and passion than I ever felt for anything in my life. I gave her everything I was and she could never accept me for what I am.
You know, I hope that no one out there ever has to deal with this kind of nightmare. This isn't something you put someone you love through. There is no justification. Love is forever, even if you don't like someone, and you always try to do what would be best for them to grow and develop into the best that they can be. I have always honored that vow and I always will, no matter what she puts me through. I just wish it was mutual.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
|WARNING: this test contains adult content.|
Whether you are on the street earning your pimp's cash or fighting with your pimp over how much you get paid, in the end, you are still getting laid.
|Whats your sex style?|
Fierce Sex Style
Straight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!!
I have desires, I'm just not expressing them anymore.
|Whats Your Sex Style|
You like it given to you rough! You like the stereo blaring and hearing eachother heavy breathing. you love to get intimate
Actually, I prefer no music except the rhythm of our bodies together and I wouldn't exactly say I like it rough, I just like it often.
Disliking Gym Says You Are Thoughtful
You are thoughtful, philosophical, and downright cerebral.
For you, gym is too intense and competitive. You aren't always in the mood for playing hard.
You may or may not be into exercise - but any physical movement you do is under your own terms.
You don't get your happiness through thrills or adrenalin rushes. Your bliss comes from quiet reflection.
Your Uncommon Name Is: Gaston Sherwood Tee
Weird, but it works.
Your Power Bird is an Owl
You are beyond wise. You are so smart, you're almost prophetic.
Your inner voice always speaks the truth, and you take the time to listen to it.
You are good at seeing who people are... including the darkness of others.
As a result, you tend to have a rather dark - yet realistic - outlook on life.
You Take the Road Everyone Travels
You see companionship and loyalty as what's most important in life.
You live a life of leisure. You take your time in every aspect of life and enjoy it to the fullest.
You don't like a lot of risk or randomness in your life. You prefer to stick with what's known, even if it's a bit boring.
You are able to find a fairly healthy balance between work and play. You work when you need to, but you never let yourself burn out.
In another life, you could have been a great novelist. You have a knack for describing things in an interesting way.
You Are Mr. Burns
Okay, so you're evil...
You have big plans to rule the world, and you'll destroy it in the process if necessary!
You will be remembered for: the exploitation of the masses
Life philosophy: "One dollar for eternal happiness? I'd be happier with the dollar."
You Are a Chocolate Mocha and Orange Cheesecake
Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all.
You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion!
You Are a Natural Charmer
You are a smooth character. Your charm is legendary.
You're the type of person who could get away with almost anything.
People don't know much about you, except that you're complicated. You also tend to be deeper than most.
You can be trusted to always follow through and people crave your company.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Your Primary Mood Color is Red
You are a very passionate and fiery person. You have strong emotions, and you don't hold back.
You are bold and quick acting. You aren't afraid to take the first step or make the first move.
You are an attention seeker, and you love to be the center of things. You've learned how to entertain people well.
You are the type of person who the subject of speculation and gossip, and that's fine with you. You like to be talked about.
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You Should Paint Your Room Green
Natural and balance, green can bring both calm and growth to your life.
Your green room will promote a more spiritual and peaceful outlook.
Green rooms are perfect for meditation, yoga, or just day dreaming.
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Your Psyche is Violet
You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.
When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people
When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past
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You Are An Introvert!
You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time.
You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room.
While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend.
And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses.
You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends.
You're a Depressed Drunk
You know that distinct taste of tears and vodka real well.
Actually, I'm a happy drunk.
Your Feng Shui is Amazing
Your home is the perfect place to work, play, and unwind.
Beautiful and streamlined - you understand the importance of design and flow.
Your home is not weighted down by clutter, but it's not austere or sterile.
You treat your home as well, and as a result, it treats you well!
You Should Weigh 155
If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!
I unfortunatly do not weight 155lbs. I have about 45lbs. to go before I am at that.
You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls
You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.
Um... I'm not that girly. I wish this had been labled as for girls only before I took it.
You Are Original and Innovative
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You Are Skilled
You are balanced and competent. You value harmony.
Other people see you as outgoing, hyper, and even a bit overwhelming.
Your ideal romantic relationship is unconventional, wild, and very public.
You do best in tasks that require you to be logical, hard-working, and courageous.
You Are Mind
If you dream it, then you can do it. You are very mentally sharp and strong.
You enjoy challenging yourself both at work and with studies. You love mastering difficult tasks.
You thrive in new environments, even stressful ones. You are able to study everything objectively.
You have a upbeat attitude, and won't be deterred easily. You are open minded and optimistic about the future.
You Date Like a Man
According to studies on dating, you date like a man.
You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time.
Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you.
And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while).
You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it.
You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!
You Are Dramatic
You are colorful and charismatic. You get and hold people's attention.
Right now, you are seeking excitement and a bit of adventure in your life.
You are drawn to people who are energetic and blissful.
You feel like there is nothing in your life that needs to be changed.
You find that any decision you have to make needs to be slept on... often for multiple nights.
You Are 44% Pure
You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure.
You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear!